Cora

Katrina Kaye

he changed
my name, mother

he painted my
hair red and left
my skin to pale
hidden from the
childish strokes
of the sun

with mother’s strings
no longer to bind me
I found a comfort in the
shadow of his kindness

for three months
I hid in the back rooms
knowing full well
the sun was shinning

mother,
did you realize
this ripening fruit was
unplucked

In your absence

I fell from vine

“Cora” is previously published in the Black Poppy Review (2021).

if

Katrina Kaye

if i curl
tight enough
in the hidden
hole between

awake and asleep

i can retain
warmth

if i am
still and silent
in the soft
space between

night and day

i can feel
my body beat
i can clear
my voice and
whisper my
intentions

if i stay here,
eyes closed,
mind uninterrupted
in the comfort between

oblivion and
sensibility

i can pretend
i have not
been forgotten

i can let
time turn her
face to the sun
and close
her eyes
to the light

my loneliness
will matter

my emptiness
will be realized

this is where
i find myself
where time is
relative and
the darkness
can’t get me

“if” is previously published in Rabbits for Luck (2016).

The Dream

Katrina Kaye

I dreamt I went to
the hills. Surviving on

fresh spring water, apples
from an overgrown tree,
and the poetry of Wordsworth.

I rode a yellow horse
through a moon filled sky.
The earth, drenched
from recent downpour,

spits spots of splattered mud
to my calves as I rode through
rocks and brush, forgotten paths
and overgrown trails.

This is my oasis:

lush grass up to my waist
rocky creeks singing sweetly,
the breeze drying the tears
that leaked from wind rushed eyes.

I swear I found it:

a life of intention and purpose
wrapped in the simplicity of
earth and sky, sun and moon.

Something I can never hold,
but can feel with every inhalation.

But dawn came,

trampling through my trees,
ripping through my silence,
ending my peace,

with the reality of the waking world.

“The Dream” is previously published in Hazy Expressions (2007?) and a scattering of imperfections (2009).