Katrina Kaye

I lost Patience,
or maybe she ran away.
Glory knows, I haven’t been
giving her the attention or
the praise she deserves,

and it’s been a minute
since I listened to her advice
with anything more than the practiced
active listening skills I learned
while bartending in my twenties.

Last I saw,
she was sitting alone at the table near the door,
shifting her eyes between empty glass and open door.

She’s not there now. Perhaps she
just needed a minute to straighten her backbone
and remember her composure. Perhaps
she will be back, but it seems unlikely.

And I admit:

disappearing has always been
more than an impressive trick;
it is a necessity,
right up there with invisibility.

She helped me learn both
once upon a time.

So let her have the rest of the night off.
I hope she went home early
to beat the traffic. Maybe she wasn’t
too tired to wash her face and indulged
in a hot shower.  Maybe she’ll read a
chapter or at least a poem or two
and with any luck, she’ll fall asleep easy
and warm and oh so very relieved.