Reminiscence

Katrina Kaye

As the unsullied sun
peaks over the Sandias,
I recall the mornings
after your nightshift
when you would slip
into my room.

Your movements, slow
and silent, intent on letting
me sleep for that final hour,
but my eyes moved behind
closed lids, searching for you.

You undressed like a ghost and
crept in next to me,
still smelling of bar food,
cigarettes, cleaning solution,
a life I left behind.

It was only a twin bed
but somehow we fit.
We held each other,
my hand to your heart,
head tucked under your chin,
breathing slow and deep,
trying to create a lifetime
in less than an hour.

Sometimes,
I still think about you.

“Reminiscence” is previously published in A Scattering of Imperfections (2009).

Again

Katrina Kaye

kill darlings

again;
hang them by the neck,
swing

from old oak in evening breeze.

leave them
out to dry,

skin stretch against rocks
reflect sun’s heat as they bleach to leather.

split silence with their scream.

It is the only way to wash clean.

“Again” is previously published in Chasing Rabbits (2016).

Rabbit Moon

Katrina Kaye

When the sky is black
against the shine of full belly moon,
I hear your call.

You grin yellow nicotine teeth,
breathing smoke from last night
when the harvest moon
caught you in mind leap.

Sometimes I think
I am the only person in
the world who longs for
the jaundice of the night’s sky,
who wants to wrap myself
in the foul yellow glow
you spread as invitation.

I wade waist deep
into the bright of black
and trace your fleeing form
with eyes too often
closed to the wonder
of full moon.

You have a way of
insisting on more than
what my fingertips can
ever reach so I merely
watch, hold my breath,
keep your silence.

It is what you love
about me.

‘Rabbit Moon” is previously published at La Luna – Visions of the Moon at Tortuga Gallery (2020).