Returns

Katrina Kaye

I come back
the way ghosts do,

silent,

in the night,

when you are alone and can’t still
your mind.

Despite the passage of a thousand days
and the countries that grew between us,

I slip between sheets,

a million tiny insects over brown skin,

and hum Amazing Grace beside your ear
in a tempo too slow for you to recognize.

Did you know:

I never abandoned you
even if you couldn’t feel
my warmth pressed
to your side?

Your eyes may not have glimpsed me as 
I hid in the threads of last winter’s overcoat,

or while I merely sulked beside
you over morning coffee,
but surely the scent of peppermint
hinted that I was near.

I return
into the backdrop of your eyelids

silent,

in the night,

where death cannot keep
me from you.

“Returns” is previously published in Brickplight (2021).

A Short Ode to Breath

Katrina Kaye

In search of
my purpose,
I wander the house.

As though spying
on a discarded lover,
I peek the sunset
around the curtains:

the glimpse of
lavender and orange hues
reflect off the bottom
of untouched clouds.

I forget what I am looking for.

Instead of continuing
a search, I sit still and
enjoy a deep breath,
precious and deliberate,

unlike so many
I take for granted.

“A Short Ode to Breath” is previously published in New Croton Review (2025).

Wild

Katrina Kaye

Our hunger was
never so animal
as it was on
the Cold Moon,
never so bloody
as the first
of the month.

We salivated;

the slick of the bone,
the cut of tooth
on tenderloin.

Counted pulse beats
and tick of time,
dripped words
like weapons.

In a hurry,
panting and
pacing, a dog,
not of war,
but of conquest,
of revolution.

By winter we
didn’t have enough
meat on our bones
to gnaw against our gums.

We never really
learned how
to survive
off of more than
each other,

to scavenge feathers
falling soundless,
the ruffle of the lost.

It was our isolation
that buried white teeth
deep in the earth.

“Wild” is previously published in Marrow Magazine (2022) and Weasel Press (2022).