Masterpiece

Katrina Kaye

You are

a winter’s day,

the mist of breath as I
laugh in the cold,

the cracked footprints
fading in snow.

You are

a river trail,

the stretch of limbs from
cottonwoods that canopy the sky,

the bare branches that streak
shadows under the winter’s sun.

the soft brown earth of the path
which leads me from wild to home.

You are

velvet embrace,

the softest of caresses
against cheek and jawline,

a secret in my ear,
a kiss on temple.

A gentle hand stirring the
small of my back.

a sweet invitation to stay in your arms
and lingered in your constant gaze.

You are

a peacefulness I didn’t know
was possible.

a home I didn’t know
was needed,

a treasure I never dreamed
was deserved.

A masterpiece,

that magnificent and that simple.

“Masterpiece” is previously published in Saturday’s Sirens (2023).

Turning Tricks

Katrina Kaye

You are not the girl you were before,
but not all these tricks are new.
Some remain trapped inside pulled muscles
and survival instinct.

Disfigurement of fingerprint bruises
on fourteen-year-old trachea.
White striped scars against tanned skin.
Tiny circles of cigarette tips
left on the underside of American thighs.

Old tricks concealed in the green casing of
jade scarves, ill patterned tattoos,
and skirts cut at the knees.

There is a metamorphosis scratching,
a change of perception
hanging upside down from the higher branches.
Discoloration solidifies,
a healing of harm inflicted on adolescent flesh.

Balancing acts shift from high beam to fingertips.
Sleeves conceal tricks of trade
instead of slices at the nape of wrist.

You’re not the girl you were before
and not all these tricks are old.

A reformation recognizable
not only in breastbone and high forehead,
but in the pacing of breath and the stillness of soul.

Cocoon continues to cling to branch.
Skin sheds over five lifetimes,
caterpillar remnants catch on ankle,
but they do not drag you,

Transform under the thumb of time,
crack chrysalis into a thousand sharp flecks
and puzzle the pigments together into a
newly formed pattern, still crumpled and wet
with the residue of rebirth.

“Turning Tricks” is previously published in No Longer Water (2024).

The World Should Stop

Katrina Kaye

I know I have things to do today,
but I would rather sit and watch the snow.

It started last night – more of a wet sleet
but now, coming upon the morning, the flakes are big
and piling. There is no sky, just the thick white
clouds and inches of fluff are growing.

My husband has gone to work,
as I am sure many people have.

It is not the kind of snow that keeps us locked in our homes.
It is just snow. It will most likely be gone in a couple of hours.

Why would that stop the race to get to the end of the world?

but for me,
for today,
it does.

The wind pushes the powder from the trees.
The road may not be ice,
but it is wet and sleek.
No one will starve if the IHOP doesn’t open until noon.
A closed gas station just means you should be driving anyway.

We don’t get snow very often these days
much less the time to watch it accumulate,
and I know it will be gone as soon as those
clouds release the precious sun.

So let the world take a pause,
take a breath.
Let the kids sleep in,
let the stores stay closed,
let all the bullshit that makes up our to-do lists
and justifies our ability to have food and shelter,

let it wait.

Let it stop for a few hours,
after all, that’s all any of us are ever given.

A few hours on a Thursday morning to stay inside,
to stay warm and curled up,
and watch the world turn white
from the safety of a couch by the window.

Let the dog sleep on the couch,
turn off the television and just watch what nature still
has the magic to create.
The rest of the world will be there tomorrow,
both the good and the bad.

For now,
until the snow stops,
until the roads clear,
until the sky opens and the sun returns,
until then, just pause and watch.

Appreciate the bare lilac bushes,
the restlessness of the cat,
the passivity of the dog,
the glory of a snowy morning.

Acknowledge the gratitude of being able to watch from window,
the privilege of shelter, warmth.

I hope others can feel this too;
can take this moment and love it
without the worry of getting to work or fear of driving.

I hope the world can stop for everyone,
even if it’s just for a few hours on a snowy morning
in early November.